Death and Life ( = Death or Victory)

Hopeless and desperate, I was never enough for you

Just a sick kid with a weird imagination

And thoughts nobody could really get into

Thinking I shouldn’t be here, In my head I must have felt like I was left for dead

Cause the pills and therapy never really worked for me

Never made it to my brain

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Keep screaming how useless I am

Get it all out before I leave

For worse or for better, Cause I know what I can and what I can’t do

Death and life could mean less to me

I stopped feeling pain so long ago

Death and life sound like something just to go through

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Beat me up until I wasn’t afraid of more

Wished for it, just to see I could feel anything at all

Cause all my life, every single day

It’s felt like I’ve been waiting for a war

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And I want to go home, I can’t take it anymore

My lungs gave up on me, I can’t scream and I’m blind for sure

Dirty hands and dirty minds

I was left in bed, thinking I should have gone while I was cracked

I stayed to see myself broken to pieces

But it’s of no use, cause you can

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Keep screaming how useless I am

Get it all out before I leave

For worse or for better, Cause I know what I can and what I can’t do

Death and life could mean less to me

I stopped feeling pain so long ago

Death and life sound like something just to go through

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This time I should be reckless

Can’t really look back when there’s nothing to see

It’s death or victory again

It’s always been death or victory

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And you can keep screaming how useless I am

Get it all out before I leave

For worse or for better, Cause I know what I can and what I can’t do

Death and life could mean less to me

I stopped feeling pain so long ago

Death and life sound like something just to go through

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Oh, but for now you must excuse me

I must be spitting sad poems again

Idk what’s the name of this

So what am I supposed to do, When you’ve got me falling on my knees for you?
And how am I supposed to play? I can’t stay cool when I’m still hooked in your way
Can’t you just see
I’m head over heels for you?

It’s green dyed hair, all pretty with her nose ring
She’s got two left feet and she can’t sing for shit
But she’s got me flying off the ground all night
Baby, you’re seriously driving me mad
And you can’t even get your license out

Sex appeal on her walks
Gives you chills when she talks
And then when she smiles
Well, she makes me stay up all night
Writing a million songs for her
So I just want an answer

What am I supposed to do, When you’ve got me falling on my knees for you?
And how am I supposed to play? I can’t stay cool when I’m still hooked in your way
Can’t you just see
I’m head over heels for you?

Makes me feel helpless, just looking from a far
It’s just unfair, those ray bans and the cool hair make him look like a movie star
He doesn’t know I can’t resist those band t-shirts and the way that he flirts
Hey dude, can’t you see I’m drooling over here?
Are you coming to take my hand or what?

Such a thrill when he plays
Melting off anyways
I just wish he would ask me out
Just take me on a road trip with you
If you’ve got the time

And what am I supposed to do, When you’ve got me falling on my knees for you?
And how am I supposed to play? I can’t stay cool when I’m still hooked in your way
Can’t you just see
I’m head over heels for you?

And I’m just day dreaming over here
Cause boys like him only date the prettiest, blondest girls
And girls like her only date the tallest, coolest boys
And man, I can’t fit in neither of those

So what am I supposed to do, When you’ve got me falling on my knees for you?
And how am I supposed to play? I can’t stay cool when I’m still hooked in your way
Can’t you just see
I’m head over heels for you?

No, how am I supposed to stay? All i really wanted to do was run away
And am I supposed to think through?
You’re making me want to sing too

And what am I supposed to do, When you’ve got me falling on my knees for you?
And how am I supposed to play? I can’t stay cool when I’m still hooked in your way
Can’t you just see
I’m head over heels for you?
Can’t you just see, I’m head over heels for you, you fucking fool!

Oh, What am I supposed to do, When you’ve got me falling on my knees for you?
And how am I supposed to play? I can’t stay cool when I’m still hooked in your way
Can’t you just see
I’m head over heels for you?

Kitchen Light

Does it make you feel better when you tell me about oblivion?

How you can’t stay cause you’re too little, How you’re too small to ever be big

It does, It does make me feel bad

Feel bad for you, Cause I’m more than a decaying kitchen light

Burning out at an impressive rate

More like shards of glass reflecting the entire sun

More like fire burning all the powder from a gun

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So I don’t really care about your pessimist existence

I’m still going to romanticize myself

For as long as I’m here 

You can go breakdown on yourself

Cause I’m going to be the star dust that I am

And shine before I die

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My eyes burn with just the thought of it

A life of just conforming, just the thought of it

Nights full of no dreaming, just the thought of it

Never looking for the meaning, I just can’t think of it

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And am I wrong? For trying to be lightning?

Cause I’m damn sure there’s real reason for fighting

And every night I’m going to stay up

Writing about everythin I think of

In the hopes that one day, Some lonely kid

Will agree with what I speak

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So I don’t give a damn about your pessimist existence

I’m going to glorify myself 

For as long as I’m here

You can go breakdown on yourself

Cause I’m going to be the star dust that I am

And shine before I die

Cause I’m going to be the star dust that I am

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No we shouldn’t give a damn about your pessimist existence

Let’s act like we’re alive 

For as long as we’re here

breakdown on yourself

Cause I’m going to be the star dust that I am

And shine before I die

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I know nights fade like 68

Let’s do the most of it like it’s never going to be too late

This autumn nights last forever 

And we’re more clever than we could ever have guessed

Writing names on ancient trees

Leaving our mark even after morning comes for us

Even after morning comes for us

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So I don’t really care about your pessimist existence

I’m still going to romanticize myself

For as long as I’m here 

You can go breakdown on yourself

Cause I’m going to be the star dust that I am

And shine before I die

Cause I’m going to be the star dust that I am

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Cause I am more than a decaying kitchen light